Hey guys, guys............hi.

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Yeah you. :eyes:

First I would like to thank everyone for the birthday wishes thus far. I love you guys, I really do.

I am having such a great day so far, I don't even know.....which is funny because I felt unwell when I got up. Headache and bleh. But that has changed. :D

Like, I had a job interview today ROFL. Yeah, I'm hardcore like that. I'm so tough *cough* I go to interviews on my birthday for fun. /dork. But no, I did, it was fabulous and I have a new job again! And it's funny, because it's actually my old job, but a million times better. Same place, same position, but my goodness the atmosphere is different. It resonates with my happy place. XD I am grateful for this blessing.

Also an old pal posted an arts today and it is beyond fabulous. Go check him out, he's got a great style. Give him some love :iconmareniusart: :heart:



And another shout out to very long time friend :iconmichafute:

Ok, no more shouting. :XD: But I send out a shout out for the rest of you! If you want, post a comment whatever and I'll add you to the shout storm rawr!

Lastly........I changed my username again. LadyDore was nice, but I'm silly. I like fun, humour and non-serious whenever possible and well I'm the Cap'n. So I needed to address this.

Ya know, it was close there for a bit. I kept going back and forth between quitting art or keeping with it. I still can't claim to be as active as in the past, but I do want to get myself back into creating. I am looking to 2014 as my re-emergence and redefine why I make art. I had some beliefs and feelings that did not help me and killed inspiration. Like looking at this all wrong. I tried to tell myself I don't care if anyone likes it, but I did and it was far too important. It was less about the art and more about posturing and popularity and just an ego filled madness. So here's to a healthy relationship with art. I am glad I still have you who have stuck with me despite my inactivity and wishy-washy-ness.

Anything else? Well tonight is gonna be a yum supper, so......... OH YEAH! :iconkoolaidplz:

That and I do have something to post today. Hoorah.

Thank you everyone, I love you.

Cap'n, out. :salute:
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Happy birthday, Cap'n! :salute: Congratulations for surviving another year in this mad world, and  even securing an enjoyable source of monetary income. Along with a healthy relationship to art, the journey seems to be off to a good start! 

No, seriously, those are some fantastic news and reflections! Do I know how thoughts and feeling can crush inspiration, I hope and believe noticing and accepting them is the first step to prove them wrong! :) I sincerely look forward to seeing more of your art, both because I enjoy it and because it inspires me!

I'm very happy you like my rough sketches, my sketchbooks are full of Rennards, Darkbeats and Vortices (legit plural form of Vortex!) that I never post so I felt it was time!